When Heart Speaks.💕


Ajeeb sa mushkil sa lamba sa safar hai,

Jantay huay bhi anjan sa safar hai,

Kaie chehron par kaein chehron ka safar hai,

Thaka dene walay lamhon ka safar hai,

Raat k andheron main bas khof  ka safar hai,

Besukoon rahon ka bechainio ka safar hai,

Chor janay ko sab jee karay aesa ye safar hai,

Manzil bhi nahi bas ruswai ka safar hai,

Zindagi ko mout se milwane tak ka safar hai. 

Thakanay ka or bas thaknay ka safar hai.

Mar jana behtar hai aesa ye safar hai,

Bheech rah main kahie utar jana hi behtar hai. 



All my life I’ve been giving pieces of my soul to everyone who needed it, I never cared for what they had to offer, The empathy, the love I have for others, that can not go away, I used to hate how much love I give to others, Maybe because it was too much for some to handle it, Maybe it made them uncomfortable. And it used to make me hate myself. I’ve certainly came on the terms to know that this is what makes me , me. Take this away and I’m just a person who is no use to others, Who doesn’t touch others’ hearts and souls, I accept now, how hard I love , and it’s nothing to be ashamed of. That’s the way I love, so hard, so differently, can never be understood by anyone. I’m unapologetic, I wish I can change myself, but I know I will stay that way.

let’s call it ‘untitled’

How do you let go of someone You care deeply for?
How can you see someone going away and not call out for him?
Even someone’s going away from who isn’t mean too much..
It’s not self-righteousness, just the confidence in oneself,
That you can be the right person for him, his faith, the one who can be a dim light in hours of despair,
But how can you make someone choose you?
When you know the heart belongs to someone else, even though their logic may choose you?
You can’t. You can Just pray for things to work out.
How can you stop caring for someone, stop loving one, no matter what they’ve been doing to their own life, faith and fate. how can you be?
When in the middle of the night you pray for their faith more than your own?
When everyday with the rising sun, you pray for their honesty more than your own?
When watching out the moon at night, you pray for their purity more than your own?


25 november,2017

02:03 am

کہی ان کہی۔

Darya hai wadi hai k sehra hai k tum ho,
Meri sab duaon ka asar hai k tum ho

wada hai k dhoka hai k sab uljha hai k tum ho,
Ishq main dil barbad hai k main hoon

falak hai k zameen hai k mausam hai k tum ho,
Shama k liye jalta hua parwana hai k main hoon

ghazal hai k ehsas hai k aas hai k tum ho,
khof e judai k ilfaz hain k main hoon

Subha hai k sham hai k raat hai k tum ho,
mohabat ki umeed liye nakam parinda hai k main hoon

tum na bhi ho to kehta hai dil k ho,
main hoon bhi tou lagta hai k kahien nahi hoon.

duniya bhar ki tareef hai k tum ho,
Raat k samandar si khamoshi hai k main hoon

chahat hai k dillagi hai k beparwahi hai k tum ho,
Koi hansta hua gham hai k main hoon.

koi be-mayni se paheli hai k main hoon,
ek bechain ulfat ki kahani hai k main hoon.

دِلِ مُضْطَر!

دل کی دھڑکنوں کا بےقرار ہونا، وہ نہیں سمجھتے
دیوارِ دل کا اس قدر کمزور ہونا، وہ نہیں سمجھتے

اداس شاموں میں کن سوچوں کا سفر ہوتا ہے
سورج کی کرنوں سے کس بات کا گماں ہوتا ہے
وہ نہیں سمجھتے

بادلوں میں چھپے ہوئے چاند کی طرح
دل میں چھپے وہ اک وسام کی طرح
فضائے دل کا مدہم ہونا، دل کا اداس بے سبب ہونا کیوں،
وہ نہیں سمجھتے

محبت کا بیچ دل میں ایسا بویا ہے
آنسوؤں کے خزانے میں آنکھوؤں کو بھگویا ہے
دل کی مٹی کا یوں ہی نم ہو جانا کیوں،
وہ نہیں سمجھتے

 میرے الفاظ کے معانی خود مجھ سے بغاوت کرتے ہیں شاید یہی وجہ ہے کہ وہ بھی نہیں سمجھتے

نور فاطمہ رحیم
02:07 AM
30 October, 2017

Khayal e Yaar.

Jamaal-e-Yaar Ko Dekhoon Kamaal-e-Yaar Se Pehle, Main Khushboo Ki Tarah Mehkoon Khayaal-e-Yaar Se Pehle 

Karishmen Husn K Sooraj Siatare Phool Zahir Hain, Magar Main Kiss Taraf Dekhoon Misaal-e-Yaar Se Pehle 

Duaaon Main Meri Youn To Bahut Taseer Hai Lekin! Khuda Se Aur Kiya Mangoon Sawaal-e-Yaar Se Pehle 

Hai Aadat Door Rehne Ki Agar Wo Saamne Aaye, Main Shaam-e-Zindagi Chaahoon Wisaal-e-Yaar Se Pehle.


Eid. 💚

It’s always been about giving up your attachment for HIS decree, His word. An animal sacrifice is just a symbol, Sacrificing your attachment, something that’s rather hard to do and makes you want to disobey Him or Atleast question Him, that’s the real deal, the real test of faith. But there’s where supplication comes in, bowing down to His decree , knowing that He knows best, that He will replace it with something better, and He will satisfy your heart and heal that hurt and the void you feel by giving up something so desired. It’s a beautiful feeling, Obeying HIM! 

EID MUBARIK To everyone. 💙


​I always want to wait, 

As long as I can, As much as I can, As dearly as the sailer waits to land on the coast,

As hopeful as the sky hopes to see the moon every night,

As hurt as the oppressor waits for the sunrise, to be hung, but to be realised from the hauntings of the crime,

As melancholic as the pangs of the birth, of the mother, for she bears all for her beloved,

As the princess waits in the dungeon for her prince to rescue her,

For the love of beloved, I waited.

Before it’s too late to be realised that the love, I dreamt of, only existed in fables,

For it was impossible to have my name with yours in life but only in the books.

And Before I took the last breath while I felt myself drowning in the midst of nowhere. 

I want to learn, learn how to swim.

And last thing you should know, some humans are only to be admired from afar, up close they can’t be handled, up-close it’s messed up and no one wants them. I think maybe I’m one of those things.

And this thing left me with the idea of going away from you. 

Never-ending Love.💕

The reflection of me is and will always be You, Unable to comprehend, from where you start in me and to where I end.🤔

You’re a type of magnet with a strong invisible magnetic field, And I’m maybe one of those ferromagnetic metals, strongly attracted.😋
The fragrance of you, in you is beyond pleasant than flowers And I enjoy it in me.🌹
You’re the one, who’s able to encircle the whole world in his two very beautiful eyes, (Masha Allah) I see galaxies in them, Billions of stars, radiating out light, And I have nothing in my eyes except you!👀
I see how your lips curve to make a smile, A smile that breeds content and peace, A smile worth more than my life, A smile which causes me to smile. 🙂

You think about the whole world.. I think about You, and everytime when I think; my heart beats faster, my breath goes unsteady and my eyes shines brighter than ever. I feel You with my closed eyes and see You with open. My universe!🙈
You’re a kind of deep ocean for me, I’m willing to learn how to swim and even how much potential is required to drown in it.🏊

If it’s in my hand only, I’ll treasure You for the rest of my life. Lock You in my heart!🔐

I alway feel some kind of free-flowing connection with You. Something simple, yet so complicated. My hearts mentions you always everytime embracing each and every words of yours.💕
My love for You even made me a believer, a strong believer. I started believing in the power of unconditional love, patience and faith.
Love means to belong no more for yourself and so I love You, worth more than I ever loved myself.

And as we know, true love never rest upon reciprocity and space, it’s beyond. I want to see You flying on the sky so high, Standing on the floor of my feelings even.💫

I exhale You, then inhale You everytime. And I everytime experience different breath. Everytime different You in different me.

Never have I been able to envision what my life would be like without the thought of You.

I know! You deserve the best, And I have nothing best for You.😔 (Sorry twice)

You know, I started feelin’ everything much deeper after I fall in love with You. And I always feel like, there was somethin’ too which left you with this depth within You”
There’s always some moments which come in our life to improve us, to make us different and leads us to a better version of ourself. (Some hidden blessings of Allah Almighty.)☂

You know what, when You rise, the day actually begins, And when You slumbered, it’s night.🌙
I know the spot in the moon has begun to get washed, The dark sky has begun to dissolve, With this, every second I wish to read all the pages of Your Heart.📖

And then somewhere in my heart, resides a fear, that no one else would love You more than I do, and then I recalls to myself No, no one can ever.
– My definition of love is You! And love for You is sealed in me, sealed for eternity.❤

Noor fatima.

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