When Heart Speaks.💕

let’s call it ‘untitled’

How do you let go of someone You care deeply for?
How can you see someone going away and not call out for him?
Even someone’s going away from who isn’t mean too much..
It’s not self-righteousness, just the confidence in oneself,
That you can be the right person for him, his faith, the one who can be a dim light in hours of despair,
But how can you make someone choose you?
When you know the heart belongs to someone else, even though their logic may choose you?
You can’t. You can Just pray for things to work out.
How can you stop caring for someone, stop loving one, no matter what they’ve been doing to their own life, faith and fate. how can you be?
When in the middle of the night you pray for their faith more than your own?
When everyday with the rising sun, you pray for their honesty more than your own?
When watching out the moon at night, you pray for their purity more than your own?


25 november,2017

02:03 am


کہی ان کہی۔

Darya hai wadi hai k sehra hai k tum ho,
Meri sab duaon ka asar hai k tum ho

wada hai k dhoka hai k sab uljha hai k tum ho,
Ishq main dil barbad hai k main hoon

falak hai k zameen hai k mausam hai k tum ho,
Shama k liye jalta hua parwana hai k main hoon

ghazal hai k ehsas hai k aas hai k tum ho,
khof e judai k ilfaz hain k main hoon

Subha hai k sham hai k raat hai k tum ho,
mohabat ki umeed liye nakam parinda hai k main hoon

tum na bhi ho to kehta hai dil k ho,
main hoon bhi tou lagta hai k kahien nahi hoon.

duniya bhar ki tareef hai k tum ho,
Raat k samandar si khamoshi hai k main hoon

chahat hai k dillagi hai k beparwahi hai k tum ho,
Koi hansta hua gham hai k main hoon.

koi be-mayni se paheli hai k main hoon,
ek bechain ulfat ki kahani hai k main hoon.

دِلِ مُضْطَر!

دل کی دھڑکنوں کا بےقرار ہونا، وہ نہیں سمجھتے
دیوارِ دل کا اس قدر کمزور ہونا، وہ نہیں سمجھتے

اداس شاموں میں کن سوچوں کا سفر ہوتا ہے
سورج کی کرنوں سے کس بات کا گماں ہوتا ہے
وہ نہیں سمجھتے

بادلوں میں چھپے ہوئے چاند کی طرح
دل میں چھپے وہ اک وسام کی طرح
فضائے دل کا مدہم ہونا، دل کا اداس بے سبب ہونا کیوں،
وہ نہیں سمجھتے

محبت کا بیچ دل میں ایسا بویا ہے
آنسوؤں کے خزانے میں آنکھوؤں کو بھگویا ہے
دل کی مٹی کا یوں ہی نم ہو جانا کیوں،
وہ نہیں سمجھتے

 میرے الفاظ کے معانی خود مجھ سے بغاوت کرتے ہیں شاید یہی وجہ ہے کہ وہ بھی نہیں سمجھتے

نور فاطمہ رحیم
02:07 AM
30 October, 2017

Khayal e Yaar.

Jamaal-e-Yaar Ko Dekhoon Kamaal-e-Yaar Se Pehle, Main Khushboo Ki Tarah Mehkoon Khayaal-e-Yaar Se Pehle 

Karishmen Husn K Sooraj Siatare Phool Zahir Hain, Magar Main Kiss Taraf Dekhoon Misaal-e-Yaar Se Pehle 

Duaaon Main Meri Youn To Bahut Taseer Hai Lekin! Khuda Se Aur Kiya Mangoon Sawaal-e-Yaar Se Pehle 

Hai Aadat Door Rehne Ki Agar Wo Saamne Aaye, Main Shaam-e-Zindagi Chaahoon Wisaal-e-Yaar Se Pehle.


Eid. 💚

It’s always been about giving up your attachment for HIS decree, His word. An animal sacrifice is just a symbol, Sacrificing your attachment, something that’s rather hard to do and makes you want to disobey Him or Atleast question Him, that’s the real deal, the real test of faith. But there’s where supplication comes in, bowing down to His decree , knowing that He knows best, that He will replace it with something better, and He will satisfy your heart and heal that hurt and the void you feel by giving up something so desired. It’s a beautiful feeling, Obeying HIM! 

EID MUBARIK To everyone. 💙


​I always want to wait, 

As long as I can, As much as I can, As dearly as the sailer waits to land on the coast,

As hopeful as the sky hopes to see the moon every night,

As hurt as the oppressor waits for the sunrise, to be hung, but to be realised from the hauntings of the crime,

As melancholic as the pangs of the birth, of the mother, for she bears all for her beloved,

As the princess waits in the dungeon for her prince to rescue her,

For the love of beloved, I waited.

Before it’s too late to be realised that the love, I dreamt of, only existed in fables,

For it was impossible to have my name with yours in life but only in the books.

And Before I took the last breath while I felt myself drowning in the midst of nowhere. 

I want to learn, learn how to swim.

And last thing you should know, some humans are only to be admired from afar, up close they can’t be handled, up-close it’s messed up and no one wants them. I think maybe I’m one of those things.

And this thing left me with the idea of going away from you. 

Never-ending Love.💕

The reflection of me is and will always be You, Unable to comprehend, from where you start in me and to where I end.🤔

You’re a type of magnet with a strong invisible magnetic field, And I’m maybe one of those ferromagnetic metals, strongly attracted.😋
The fragrance of you, in you is beyond pleasant than flowers And I enjoy it in me.🌹
You’re the one, who’s able to encircle the whole world in his two very beautiful eyes, (Masha Allah) I see galaxies in them, Billions of stars, radiating out light, And I have nothing in my eyes except you!👀
I see how your lips curve to make a smile, A smile that breeds content and peace, A smile worth more than my life, A smile which causes me to smile. 🙂

You think about the whole world.. I think about You, and everytime when I think; my heart beats faster, my breath goes unsteady and my eyes shines brighter than ever. I feel You with my closed eyes and see You with open. My universe!🙈
You’re a kind of deep ocean for me, I’m willing to learn how to swim and even how much potential is required to drown in it.🏊

If it’s in my hand only, I’ll treasure You for the rest of my life. Lock You in my heart!🔐

I alway feel some kind of free-flowing connection with You. Something simple, yet so complicated. My hearts mentions you always everytime embracing each and every words of yours.💕
My love for You even made me a believer, a strong believer. I started believing in the power of unconditional love, patience and faith.
Love means to belong no more for yourself and so I love You, worth more than I ever loved myself.

And as we know, true love never rest upon reciprocity and space, it’s beyond. I want to see You flying on the sky so high, Standing on the floor of my feelings even.💫

I exhale You, then inhale You everytime. And I everytime experience different breath. Everytime different You in different me.

Never have I been able to envision what my life would be like without the thought of You.

I know! You deserve the best, And I have nothing best for You.😔 (Sorry twice)

You know, I started feelin’ everything much deeper after I fall in love with You. And I always feel like, there was somethin’ too which left you with this depth within You”
There’s always some moments which come in our life to improve us, to make us different and leads us to a better version of ourself. (Some hidden blessings of Allah Almighty.)☂

You know what, when You rise, the day actually begins, And when You slumbered, it’s night.🌙
I know the spot in the moon has begun to get washed, The dark sky has begun to dissolve, With this, every second I wish to read all the pages of Your Heart.📖

And then somewhere in my heart, resides a fear, that no one else would love You more than I do, and then I recalls to myself No, no one can ever.
– My definition of love is You! And love for You is sealed in me, sealed for eternity.❤

Noor fatima.


I know that an illness whether mental or chronic is the hardest on the person who has it. But Yeah, the choices you have is how to handle it and by deciding who to let in to understand it. You’re not a name in a medical book and you aren’t enslaved to your illness. Instead, you are full of potential to fight against it. Believe me, there’s always some people in your life who are always ready to listen you, understand you, to support and to remind you that you aren’t broken. “You are not a broken piece of glass instead, You’re a beautiful piece of pottery if broken gets stronger than ever. As Allah Almighty is always there to mend you and then there’ you! You’re made enough stalwart to made your self whole again stronger than before.
These ache in your heart is just as temporary as the temporary world that caused it. You’re having glitters in your eyes, integrity in your words and heaven like beautiful heart. Your heart can make you feel your worth. Our heart is our normal perspective faculty through which Allah guides us and also punishes. We follow the emotions we feel there and they are according to how we sense matters. A study of the hearts, nervous system and neurons present in our body shows heart is a mini brain which senses and remember emotions, the heart role and importance is above the brain and it can be gaged by the fact that, “In the fetus, the heart develops long before the brain does to regulate the body”.
We are the best creature of all creations, Ashraful makhluqat. Indeed, It’s the Greatest blessing upon us. (“Alhamdulillah“)
So, it’s always us which are the cause of our distress. we always ponder over negative happens in our life neglecting all the positive vibes of our past and present. As said by our beloved Prophet (SAW),

“When you see 99 bad qualities in a person, remember 1 good quality he possess”

. Just like that focus on what good is happening or happened in your life instead of counting your hardships. Don’t overthink about where your life going.
Remember, Whenever worriness or any illness loom over us like a storm cloud, we’ll always have an umbrella . We should also teaches our soul, our body, our mind and our heart about what actually patience is. Sabr is one of the most important thing you’ll learn to have, even for those who don’t have it. Sabr is something you’ll have to attain to save your self falling into pieces. And then there comes, Strong believe that there’s a blessing in everything. We are highly blessed Alhamdulillah. And then, We should also kept in mind that hopelessness is one of the major sins and one must always have faith by imploring in Allah (SWT). It is highly recommended that we should never lose hope and supplicate to Allah (SWT) to not let satan disturb our hearts with despair in Him (SWT).
The holy Qu’ran states, “It may be that you dislike a thing while it is good for you and it may be that you love a thing while it is evil for you.” (2: 216)
Just put your strong faith in Allah and then in you. Pray to Him for forgiveness, for Patience, wisdom and righteousness. Allah is the best of givers and the best of planners. Whatever he’ll provide you with, is indeed best for you. He is the central focal point of our lives indeed.

~ Look deep inside and see what lies therein,
If not true to Me, at least be true to yourself.

Noor Fatima. 

I Wish!

Would you come If I tell you What hurts me the most?
Would you come If I tell you Why my eyes ache in the sorrow?
Would you listen to me if I want to share my sufferings with you?
Would you leave your chores for tonight just to share a silence with me?
Would you be the knight to protect me from my demons that lie in dark?
Would you give me a shoulder when I’m losing myself by the weight of the world?
Would you count stars and search constellations with me till I fall asleep?
Would you talk to me about what you hide in your heart and lay down your guards?
Would you veil my secret if I tell you, you make me weak and strong, both at once,
Would you come?
If I tell you I want you by my side?

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